Disclaimer:be prepared to read something reallllly cheesy
Ternyata chasing someone out from your heart is not that easy.. I tried to protect my heart by not allowing my self wailing over you when you gone.. I keep acting cool-headed everytime your name mentioned.. I distant my self from anything related to you.. I avoided listening to your song.. refused watching your video.. I act non chalantly regarding to your coming-back matters.. I try to let you go before I really can get hurt.. Slowly but for sure I thought I could erase you..
J, I thought my heart is forgeting you. I thought I’m already over you. I thought this heart is moving on to another. But I guess I’m dead wrong. The 3 seconds of hope shattered all the pretenses I built. After all the denial finally I realized that maybe it’s already too late to protect my heart.
J.. Listen to my heartbeat. It’s beating for you. It’s waiting for you. It’s longing for you. J.. can you feel my heartbeat? Inside.. there’s you..
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