I knew this song when Hyunjoong serenade Hwangbo unnie in We Got Married.. I feel like to put it in my blog today… Why today? Well.. dunno..

This one is Hyunjoong’s version.. credit goes to joongboskittless03@youtube

This one is the original version credit to FoxSearchlight@youtube

the lyrics

Argghhh… I’m really in the bad mood right now because of my beloved ssangchu couple is finnally leaving We Got Married. And with the departure of Ssangchu couple from the show that makes me officially quit watching We Got Married. Oleh karena itu gw memutuskan untuk membuat postingan ini sekedar untuk mengingat ”perjalanan” gw menonton We Got Married.

First divorce, Andy-Solbi

Awalnya gw nonton we got married tentu saja karena ada Andy oppa. Terus terang saja pas Oppa gw cerai sama si Solbi gw sama sekali ga merasa sedih. Kalau boleh dibilang gw merasa senang.. Mungkin awalnya gw  suka melihat mereka, well, dari awal sih sebenernya gw ga terlalu suka sama Solbi tapi gw belajar menerima demi Oppa gw. Pas gw sudah mulai “yah, mungkin Solbi ga jelek2 amat buat Oppa” eh, dia bikin gw ilfeel dengan ngilangin cincin hadiah dari Oppa. Ya udah mulai deh gw beralih ke JoongBo yang akhirnya menjadi cinta sejati gw di We Got Married.

Entah kenapa setelah infamous ring incident  itu gw ga lagi bisa menemukan chemistry antara Andy – Solbi. Well, mungkin Anbi fans bilang lain,, tapi entah kenapa gw bilang Oppa setelah insiden cincin itu Oppa jadi berbeda,, and not in the positive way ofcourse.. Gw merasa setelah itu apa yang dilakukan sama Andy oppa terkesan ga tulus dan terlalu dibuat-buat. Dia tidak lagi menampilkan dirinya sendiri tapi seperti memainkan peran sebagai “suami Solbi”. And I really hate that. Dan terlebih lagi dia kelihatan exhausted banget dan tidak menikmati “kehidupan pernikahannya” seperti di episode2 awal. Jadi ketika mereka bercerai, gw justru bilang Thank God he decided to go..

Second Divorce, Alex – Shin Ae

Walau mereka tidak pernah menjadi pasangan favorit pertama gw, tapi mereka selalu jadi pasangan favorit nomor dua gw. Ketika gw masih suka AnBi ataupun setelah gw beralih ke JoongBo. Interaksi mereka berdua sooo damn sweet dan every little thing yang mereka lakukan entah bagaimana bisa turn out being romantic moment. Ada yang bilang pasangan ini too good to be true, more like movie than reality, tapi menurut gw bisa-bisa aja kok.. ga segitunya ga bisa jadi nyata. Gw rasa kalau cowok2 mau belajar jadi Alex, pasangan seperti AlShin nyata2 aja.. hehehe..

Mengenai “perceraian” mereka terus terang gw agak sedih juga karena itu artinya ga ada lagi adegan sweet untuk dilihat di WGM. Untuk final episode mereka, I hate the damn new PD that just gave them a little airtime… Cuma 8 menit.. Tapi tetap saja masih meninggalkan kenangan manis karena instead of “berpisah” dalam suasana sedih2an, mereka memilih mengadakan jumpa fans yang suasananya “warm“.

Third Divorce, Hyun Joong – Hwang Bo

Gw tahu ”perceraian” mereka ini inevitable karena toh mereka memang pasangan “jadi-jadian” yang suatu saat pasti berakhir juga. Tapi tetap saja melihat episode terakhir mereka gw tetep sedih. Apalagi melihat Hwang Bo unnie yang menangis.. Dan gw akui melihat unnie nangis gw juga ikut nangis.

Seperti layaknya semua Ssangchu fans, gw ikutan mengutuki si PD yang editinggnya benar2 crappy.. ga bagus, ga smooth, dan seenaknya aja itu. Masa adegan BBQ-nya di-cut begitu saja? Tolong ya,, padahal HyunJoongie udah pakai tuxedo dan kata spoiler dia memainkan piano buat unnie.. the infamous song,,, Bogoshipta yang ga pernah selesai dimainkannya itu… Grrr… kalau ketemu tuh PD gw gebukin dia supaya ngasih video JoongBo full ke gw.. hehehe…

Udah gitu ya, si PD itu juga bilang kalau Ssangchu couple ini berakhir bahagia,, tapi yang gw lihat (walau tanpa proper sub) mananya yang bahagia? Orang mereka berdua kelihatan ga rela banget buat pisah.. Mana unnie yang biasanya tegar itu nangis lagi.. Orang dipaksa buat bercerai mananya yang bahagia? Dasar si PD dudul emang.. 

Tambahan complain lagi aarrghh… inikan final episode-nya Ssangchu couple, kasih kek mereka lebih banyak airtime , bukannya pasangan si monyet jelek MarBi itu (ups.. forgive my vocabulary selection)..

Tapi walau banyak komplain karena si PD dudul itu, mau ga mau gw harus mengakui kalau perceraian pasangan ini bener-bener heart-breaking. Mungkin gw bias karena gw suka banget sama mereka, tapi dari sudut pandang gw kenapa paling heart-breaking karena gw merasa baik Unnie maupun Hyunjoongie sama2 menampilkan diri sendiri dari awal sampai akhir dan perasaan yang gw lihat di TV adalah perasaan mereka yang sebenarnya. Mungkin AlShin juga sama, tapi untuk JoongBo kenapa lebih heart-breaking, karena setelah dari WGM ini kecil sekali kemungkinan bagi mereka untuk bisa bertemu dan berinteraksi seperti ini lagi. Yeah.. status Hyunjoongie sebagai idol yang sekarang sibuk dengan dramanya..

Yang paling heart-breaking adalah ketika di puncak Halla-san dimana mereka bikin video untuk pasangan mereka di masa depan ala My Sassy Girl. I cried a bucket when I watched it (thanks to the live translation by Joongbo fans in chatango, sorry I forgot her name. Maybe Knoss??). Ini translation dari chinese translation yang gw ambil dari soompi. Thanks to christysg@soompi.

HyunJoong :

Our Hwang Buin, she doesn’t like to do cute acts, so don’t force her to!
And please…she can cook really well, but don’t request for it all the time, because she will tire out.
Don’t lie…
You’ll have to call her at twice a day…
Don’t look at other women, and please don’t talk about your first love.
If you can, to your very best, earn big bucks for her monthly, so that she won’t have to go on different shows anymore.
And also…even if I don’t say it…please be very good to her!
Don’t go to Jeju island during your honeymoon…she’ll think about me. She’ll think about this when she comes here

Hwang Bo :

He’s a competitive kid, so you’ll have to lose to him often, but never, never let it be obvious that you’re letting him win. You’ve tried all your might, but you still lost; that is what he should see.
If he doesn’t wake up in the mornings, give him a tickle in the ribs and he’ll obey.
He doesn’t like to be mushy, so don’t expect anything much.
If he’s not around please just experience him with all your heart.

Gw yakin ntar kalau video dengan sub penuh sudah keluar gw pasti akan nangis lagi. Coz it’s to heart-breaking…. Anyway I wish all the best for both of them..

Hehehe.. for you who watch We Got Married or should I say Star Wedding Variety this week must be know what I’m talking about. I manage to find the video of Hwang Bo performance in Busan which I’m sure it’ll be in the next week WGM. Thousand thanks to the kind soul that has uploaded it in youtube. Since I’m in love with Hwang Bo unnie and the Ssangchu couple, I just want to post this in my blog..

The naughty buin didn’t wear the clothes that her shillang pick for her. But to be honest, I’m glad that she’s not crazy enough to follow Hyun Joongie direction. The clothes he picked for her is completely no-no. It covered her body but it so unfashionable..(o crap I make out a new word.. is unfashionable even exist in english? Well excuse for my bad english.. it’s not my first language..)

Btw.. here’s the video of Unnie completing the mission from her shillang. She looked soo damn beautiful and not to mention soo cute. She smiled often because I think she felt that her mission is embarassing. Unnie… you’re so cute..

Credits go to seoulchonsa@youtube

In every breath I take, I couldn’t help but thinking of you. Wondering what are you doing right now. Did you sleep well? Did you eat well? Are you still working 24/7 without a rest? Who remind you to take your medicine when you’re sick? Who cook for you when you’re hungry? Who say goodbye and pray for your safety when you go?

 

These tears won’t stop falling everytime the memory of you rushed in my mind. The way you smiled. The way you looked at me. The way you make me ease when I’m in my heavy mood. The way you spilled out the jokes that made me laughed hard. The way you said that it is okay and it’s not for me. I could remember it like crystal clear.

 

You said you’re leaving because you love me

Those are words that you said for the last time. I do want to believe in you. But no mater how hard I try, I still can’t believe in it. If you do love me then you wouldn’t leave me. You always said that you couldn’t understand why a tragic love could exist. How could people give up their love because trivial things like status, age, job, etc? You said that when you fall in love you would sacrifice anything for that love. You said you’ll protect it no matter what. So how can you say you love me when you’re leaving me?

 

Don’t leave me

 

Those are the words that I want to say when you walked over me.

You should stay beside me, just as you are

Those are the words that my heart screamed when your figure slowly fade away.

 

You said you’re doing what’s best for me. You said you’re doing it for my sake. You said you want the best for me. But I, who filled with the memories of you, collapsing little by little. I, who filled with memories of you, pathetically ruined.

 

The times we laughed together, the promises we made to each other, I remember them forever. Please think it through one more time. Then you’ll know truly what is best for me.

 

Just stay with me. Watch over me forever by my side. Don’t leave me. Even if I lost everything in this world, it’s okay. If only you were here. If only you were by my side.

 

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Yay!! Finally MBC is gonna air We Got Married this Sunday after two weeks delay for the olympic things.. Although I didn’t anticipate WGM anymore (I mean not with with the same anticipation I have at early time it showed), I still waiting for this show, because it’s better watching it than watching Indonesian’ TV programs. I have switched my fave couple from Andy-Solbi to Hyunjoong-Hwangbo. I love my oppa soooo much, I do. I want to support him in everything that he does, but Ijust can’t stand his loovey-doopey things he did for Solbi. Yeah, yeah called me jealous.. call me that typhical fans.. but I just feel sick seeing him with Solbi that much. Besides, Hyunjoong and Hwangbo couple offered so much fun and laughter than Andy and Solbi.

The next episode of WGM (ep. 22) will show the 100th days photo-shoot of the Lettuce couple. I don’t really know what the other couple will do. I guess Andy will meet another family member of Solbi. Dang! Why don’t the just quit the show and get married for real?? I mean he has met her parents.. what else does he need?

Okay, back to the Lettuce couple. I’ve seen the teaser and I just can’t stop giggling. They’re sooo good together. And Hyunjoong’ smile when Hwangbo’s chin touch his face.. it seems like he really satisfied that they finally being soo close to each other… Here’s the teaser, credit to lond0nface@youtube :

Omo… I really want to watch their 100th day photo-shoot.. hope MBC won’t being stupid again by canceling the show in the last minute. Coz the longer they broadcating it, the longer I can watch it with sub..